December 21, 2011
April 26, 2009
oooooh, who am i?? - Number one
I'm Popeye the Sailor Man, i yam, i yam.
i'm a fifty-four year old, born to parents, both of them talented and crazy, and led a see-saw rampage through my early to middle adult life - riding some interesting highs and lows. I always "bucked up", "pulled my socks up, "got back on my saddle". But, then, KABOOM. I walked into an immovable wall of defense and one thing led to another and therein lies my very concrete mental breakdown (or meltdown, if you will).
I have two WONDERFUL psychiatric labels "PTSD, chronic and complex and Major Depressive Order" (the 'dog that bites at your heels' - quote, Robertson Davies, Cdn author). The meds i take often have whalloping side effects and ok results managing my symptoms but i've settled on these for now and no sense rocking the boat.
My first traveling event was during the childhood sexual abuse i experienced from age nine to sixteen. I, when i was happening, would float away, far away enough so that i was able to play with my Barbies while he was licking my clitoris.
O, dear, o my. i've gone and done it - taking this dirty notion out of the bag again - men and women wanting sex with children. It's a worldwide exercise and as ancient as when time began but our response to it is culture-based and we deem it progressive and we are implicit about it in our laws, we abhor the practice. You see, now, us gals (because the majority of sexually abused children are women) have the vote and sit in high places and eat board room cheese and crackers for dinner we can tell you assholes (mostly men) that GUESS WHAT - my hero is Karen Bobbit (the Amer. woman who cut her husband's dick off) so stick your cock back into your pants. They really don't get that long-term effects of it can chase a person to an early death or years of challenge. The end result for the victim is SHIT, you fuckers!!!
Sorry, i get pissed sometimes about this issue, being a survivor of it.
Eat your spinach tonight, says Olive Oil.
nb - Popeye was a popular television cartoon (1960-70). He ate spinach for strength. Olive was his string bean girlfriend.
i'm a fifty-four year old, born to parents, both of them talented and crazy, and led a see-saw rampage through my early to middle adult life - riding some interesting highs and lows. I always "bucked up", "pulled my socks up, "got back on my saddle". But, then, KABOOM. I walked into an immovable wall of defense and one thing led to another and therein lies my very concrete mental breakdown (or meltdown, if you will).
I have two WONDERFUL psychiatric labels "PTSD, chronic and complex and Major Depressive Order" (the 'dog that bites at your heels' - quote, Robertson Davies, Cdn author). The meds i take often have whalloping side effects and ok results managing my symptoms but i've settled on these for now and no sense rocking the boat.
My first traveling event was during the childhood sexual abuse i experienced from age nine to sixteen. I, when i was happening, would float away, far away enough so that i was able to play with my Barbies while he was licking my clitoris.
O, dear, o my. i've gone and done it - taking this dirty notion out of the bag again - men and women wanting sex with children. It's a worldwide exercise and as ancient as when time began but our response to it is culture-based and we deem it progressive and we are implicit about it in our laws, we abhor the practice. You see, now, us gals (because the majority of sexually abused children are women) have the vote and sit in high places and eat board room cheese and crackers for dinner we can tell you assholes (mostly men) that GUESS WHAT - my hero is Karen Bobbit (the Amer. woman who cut her husband's dick off) so stick your cock back into your pants. They really don't get that long-term effects of it can chase a person to an early death or years of challenge. The end result for the victim is SHIT, you fuckers!!!
Sorry, i get pissed sometimes about this issue, being a survivor of it.
Eat your spinach tonight, says Olive Oil.
nb - Popeye was a popular television cartoon (1960-70). He ate spinach for strength. Olive was his string bean girlfriend.
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