lazy girls' heaven

1, I had my dog's foot cut off, afterall.

2, I'm so sorry. Richard's ok with it, then? (a small giggle).

1, thanks alot (looking over with a grimace; as if they'd talked about this before). (sigh, (wistfully). Richard doesn't understand.

2, Richards never do. You know, i don't think I've ever met a fully sensible Richard.

1.2, hahahhahaha (together)

3, There is a heaven. You didn't let me finish last week.

2, O yes. Really (chuckling).

3, Do you all remember why we are here.
 
It was foggy at first but i suspect now, that it would have cleared up once i got in. I had the feeling it was big, and inside it had everything i needed. I didn't have time to think about what i wanted. It all happened so fast.

1.2, hmmmm.

1, , yes, your invitation was and is very lulling and compelling at the same time (wry smile).

3, It's white, a space, up to the left. i needed to turn my head to the left to see it properly. Yes, it was like a tunnel. as people say.

1.2, then what happened?

1, I could 'feel' more than 'see' friends waiting but only one main person beckoning. It looked like Jesus to me, but it was God. Could have looked like Buddha or Mohammad but i grew up a good Catholic girl.

2, My guy wore a robe, no other way to describe it. Kind of like a monk, with a hood and all.

1.2, I wish we remembered more.

3, Sadly and weirdly happily, we probably do

1.2.3., hmmmm (gazing off)

We remember getting pulled back here. We, according to the shadow in the robe, had "more" to do. We were sad. We felt old and sad.We needed help.

LONG PAUSE

2, I heard one man at my dad's nursing home say, "i'd rather die then live to 95. God, it is so depressing visiting there. 

1, Ah, the wisdom of cynicism.

2l3, You tell me about when you were nineteen.

2. You tell me about your dog's foot. (turning to 1,)

1, well, June, to start, it's strange as hell to walk a three-legged dog.

(3, (suppressing giggle)

3, i'm not laughing. i support your decision. It had to be done. (suppressing laugh).

1, Hmmm. Here i am with my three-legged dog and talking about a door to heaven which may or may not have been a collective psychotic break.You know that, don't you (looking at both 2 and 3.

2, Not as if that would have made any difference, eh what?

1, Hmmmmm.....I bet Heaven has Lazy-Girl chairs.

1.2.3, hmmmm.